rainism

what should i do when it's a raining day?
miss you lots but afraid to phone you.
i just can't find any excuse.
a silence scene has replaced you accompany me to wait the rain stop.
waiting makes people feels tired.
who same as me, fail to wait for him.
falling in love with you allows me to learn the feeling of loneliness.
stand in the rain, open up an umbrella. i feel fatigued.
why insomnia has made me feel so familiar?
what type of rain will make you think of me?
how heavily the rain i should face before i get your concern?