silence these years

White clouds floating in the blue sky. The sun shines. Breezy and warm. As if someone accidentally knocked over the ink, the clouds turn into black suddenly. The sun no longer cordial. Wind start to blow stronger as though it don't want to see me. Everything becomes unfriendly. I am scare. I really scare. Not because of the darkness and coldness but because of i am alone all the time. Ran and ran and ran. Ran back to the familiar yet strange room; comfortable but cold bed; useful but merciless computer; easy but complexity words.. and thats why im here.