7 weeks

It's already November. So fast yet so slow.

Once again i've grow up. I sees the true faces and the fake faces. I know the fact that not everyone is real. They are hiding themselves; from being bad or being good. I know they have their reasons; whether it's a real reason or an excuse. It's useless to question, it's useless to doubt. Every thing you know it's just fake. So why bother? why guilty? why worry? why sad? The selfishness of human will not change. That's how the life live.

Someone asked me to stop acting good. But how? I just want to be good to everyone but they think i'm so stupid. They think i'm so easy to bully. They think i'm so timid. They think i don't have assertive. They think i'm so quiet. But what if i were not the person like you think?

Even the world is cruel, i am still not changing. I believe that someday i'll meet the person who agree to me. Thanks to the one who encouraged me; or i should say thanks to the one who told me the facts. It's true that not everything will be alright. It's true that everyone of us needs to suffer. So why acts like you're the only pity one in the world? Live your own life. That's what i can say.