fed up =(

If you see me becoming very silence and quiet, dont worry, i am just feeling fed up. I am sorry that I am not good enough. I am sorry that I am bad. Sorry for all the unlike things that you hate on me. Sorry for all the damn things u pissed off on me. Sorry that I am not perfect. And i start to give up to improve myself just to entertain you. Or i should say to be the one that you like. The whole world is leaving me alone, and i am still me. I know you're not expecting any chances from me, and neither i want to change too. That's why everyone is leaving. That's why i am alone. I try to be generous, try to say that I understand, it's not you want to ignore me, we have different idea, and yet i realised that i can't. I feel sad for that.