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I'm not looking for the "eternal happiness" or something like this. Happiness isn't something you can keep forever. These moments happen in your life and go away. Life is made that way. As the pain vanishes day after day~ It will hurt a lot, then you won't feel anything. It will happen earlier than you can think. I don't care how many time I'll fall down, cause I know I'll stand up again, stronger. Remember all the good memorises you have, save them into your heart forever.
Somehow I'm waiting for something. I have no idea what/who I'm waiting for. I don't know this will bring me. Maybe something good, or bad. Who can know ? I'll know when it will come to meet me. All what I can do is waiting for the moment. I could wait my whole life. You might not understand... Sometimes I don't either. I fell so down, that I thought I'd never be able to stand up again. Even today, I can say my legs are still really weak. Hold my hand, and teach me how to walk again.
I'm god damn afraid to be dumped, then I fucking ask you to stay away from what is mine. Do not add my friends, I don't want them to go away. Pretty selfish, yeah ? I don't give a fuck.
Don't forget that, what we think be, what we seem be and what we are, aren't the same. Don't jugde me, if you don't even know me.