Why i am the one who always get blamed all the time? Why every time ends up its my fault? Why you guys can be irrational, small gas, pissed off, angry, disappointed, and i cant? Why i always need to live to please you guys? Why i am the one who need to hide my temper instead of you? Why only you can be the one who act like pity, get hurt, emo, and sobbing in front everyone all the way round while i cant? Why she emo then she is kesian while i emo i being dramatic? why life is so unfair? why being so bias? just because i never speak out my sadness part, so you guys keep assume i am the one who keep hurting people? just because i never tell you my problems so you guys keep assume i am the one keep attacking? why judge me when you dont know the story? why you guys only see the appearance but never read in details? why you guys cant judge correctly? are you guys blind? don't do judgement if you cant because i never ask you to judge me. you no need to know the whole story as well, because its my story, not yours. i choose to tell to the people i wanted to tell. and instead of listening one side story which are fake and shame, why cant you put yourself in my shoe? well, wait a second, probably you guys would be telling me its my fault again because i never allowed you to understand me in the first place. meh. forget it. i am just too lazy. sad that you guys are actually so naive, so blind, so irrational, so dumb, so over react, so dramatic. i am seriously fed up. 2 more months. thats it. goodbye.