Hurt

Another week has passed. Woohoo.. Should be a nice weekend cause having holidays now. However, things never happened as what i expect. Argued with my mom this afternoon. She said i change lots since last year and all changing she said were bad. Not sure whether i did really change cause u are the one who judge me. Start feel disappointed to the home. They treat u so good and nice in front you until u felt so warm and comfort. But in behind, they sit down together and start talk your bad words. Last time my dad was on my site and now he doesn't anymore. He felt I'm a burden to him. Don't know what should do to replace all this. They even teased me being single for 18 years cause I'm so out-date and my bad attitude. I will never know all this until i heard it accidentally today. You guys are so mean! Really don't know whats the point to call it 'family'. Totally disappointed..