Jacky

I'm sorry Jacky. I have no intention to deceive you. I just simply made a lie to you because at that time, for me, you are only a random person. There is no point that i should tell a true to a person that i do not know. Plus,we might be ignore each other after a time. But now, I'm so regretted. It's almost one year we know each other and we still contact. You treat me sincere that made me feel like I'm a bastard. I'm really really regretted but now I'm not dare to tell you the true because I don't wanna lost a good friend. Maybe you did not even treat me as a friend but for me you are already one of my good friend. I'll tell you anything happened around me, my feels.. At the same time, i tell you lies too. The HSHS,tee.. I do really want to treat you bbt,meet you as what I promised. To congrats you got grade A in your exam. But i can't cause I'm not from Perth. The main lie i told you. And you're so naive to believe it. It made me feel like I'm bitch,jerk,assholes. Sometimes I do not even know what should write to reply your comment because that's a lie and i can't answer it. Keep telling lie is very suffer. I really do not know what should do. Tell you the truth? Or keep on deceive you? Some would says: "you two don't even meet each other,why should you feel sorry to him?" , "what's the point to tell him the true? You won't get anything except bad impression." Yeah,all that are fact. But i feel suffer. I really treat him as one of my good friend. No doubt. But the lies had made me feel sad. Yet,i have no courage to tell you. If you read this accidentally, please, let me know it. Whether you will forgive me,or stop friend me..