Once again it happens. Thanks for indirectly let me know everything is fake. Thanks for stopped me before i fall deeply.
To be frank, i do care how you think on me. I always tried to be perfect in front of you but it seems like being a faker doesn't make help. Yet the real me wasn't the one you want i guess. I assume it's my fault. We are so near yet so far. There was once my life is fulled with sweets & rainbow and it disappeared suddenly one day. You messed up my life and now you go away. I stunning alone there with no emotion face. And? Nobody cares. Weather i am still standing there waiting for some shit who won't return or hiding the tears, who cares? I seem like a game that you played. There was once you felt so excited about the new game and now u get sick of it and you leave it alone. You forgot that your game might feel sad as well. You don't bother.
I never blame or complaints cause it's has nothing to do with anyone. My talent is to be perasan and day dream all the time. I am still doing great. It is only the day dreams that i was wishing everyday are broken and I can't get used to it now. Overall i am fine. No tear will be drop. I am not that weak. It just..i wont fall easily from now on. No more being perasan. No more daydream.
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