smile

i guess i don't deserve anything. comparing myself with others, i am nothing but a piece of junk. who in the world would appreciate a junk? that's why i don't blame when no one appreciate me. i don't cry when people don't like me. contrary i smile because you did notice that piece of junk. at least, you saw me. whether you kick it away or throw it into dustbin, i still smile.

i am fine with all myself alone. i guess i am really fine. i wish i am. i am sad when i saw something that annoyed my eyes but i won't cry. i don't demand too much for something that doesn't belongs to me,even if i was jealous. i don't grab from others. since you bother her so much, go ahead. even i am sad, just go ahead. leave me before i hold you back. leave me before i start to feel unwilling. on the other hand, i am learning how to live well with myself. i am still learning..