if you can

i guess i am acting a bit weird lately and you'll realized it if you do care me. i don't feel want to talk, i am silence. there's no smile on my face. i am tired. sorry if i didn't reply your message, sorry if i didn't smile to you. i am just not in the mood. But not in mood doesn't mean i wanna be alone. don't think i am emo and try to leave me alone. i am not that strong. i need someone else sitting besides me without saying any word. staying with me with a warm hug and smile. i would appreciate it.